after been again through ANOTHER small flood at my home ,,,
It give me certain clarity to think what is and what is not ...
to make yet choices ,,, I normally take months to decide ,,,

7 years ago ...
when I began BBW I closed my eyes and plunged into a new territory leaving behind my fears ,
my insecurities and most importantly my own demons.
It turn out It give me freedom to do whatever I could think off,
freedom to be myself and to explore beyond the limits of the censorship
and Boycotts  I was constantly threaten with in the island I live by ,,
BBW may not be of the liking of everybody but at least it teach me
how to fly with no safety net ... It give me hope -

I think is time again to maybe close my eyes and yet again Plunged myself in tierra incongnita/
and do what I see fit or seems right ... at least for me -
it may be for some something different ,, others may like it ,,
others may hate it -- just like bbw did once ..
is time to bring the queen alive again - and let those rolls dice again-

thank you all for your so generous attentions -